Angel Aiko's Woe Kingdom

i shud be at work...but i cannot manage another 13 hour shift with only a 10 minute break again. I think that is some what illegal. I only got to sit down for that 10 minutes and only managed a bag of crisps and my juice. The customers were lovely and were empathetic towards how much work I had been doing and how much pain I was in. By around 12 yesterday I thought I was going to collapse from dhydration and lack of food and this painful headache that only went away when I closed my eyes.

I had to wake up at 3:30am and got home at 9:10pm.

i am in so much pain. and goddammit my Sciatica is playing up on my right side of the leg.

I really hate my job. so glad it only lasts till sunday.

I had to work in my own box and then clean 2 others ones. (a box is like a room to entertain guests) and i hate shinning silver wear. 

FUCK POSH PEOPLE.

I would rather work in Mc Donalds so I'm applying there very shortly. 

Aiko misses you :( 

I can't wait for amecon now! so we can have girlie chats and our so called "pillow fights." Southampton isn't the same without you! and i keep saying "frick!" Being house mates is gunna be awesome and no matter what we are getting a big room each :x  Heh, *does girlie squells* AND don't forget when you move back where starting Bishoujo Senshi Sailor Moon in english subs! eeee so exciting!! and we can be like old ladies gossiping while using our sewing machines!



love your usagi-chan/chocolate bear xXx

oh dear lord i wanna do a Vampire Knight cosplay *spazzes*

I'm in love with it....I WANNA DO IT RIGHT NOW! arghh hmm what can I drop for ame?????

I just found out a guy I knew from school died. He went missing on Monday while canoing and it captsized, it happend in the river that goes through my town and he's body was found the other night. This is getting fucked up. 

hmm last 2 days ive been in abit of a mood and been chocolate craving. So i think any girl who reads this understands this routinely trauma. 

Plus i've still got this damn virus thing >.< itchy throat and puffy eyes isnt pretty or nice.

i wanted a productive day today by getting CV sorted and doing bank and going agencys and uni to the job shop but instead ive sat in bed, looking at pictures from different Clamps series and watched more Pretear. I'm in a really anti social mood today. And trying to avoid verbal/psychical contact with anyone and everyone. Internet, fine. But no more than that.

But on the happy note, I knew i had to drop Ren from DearS/Fee from Atelier Iris for Amecon as I know  i can't psychically get them done in time to a good standard so i've chosen a cosplays for the saturday that hopefully will surprise my friends and already started a little work on it too! Plus i wanna keep it secret just incase it fails so then i can pretend with a cover up cosplay mwahaha. 

I've started work on Jessie from Pokemon aswell :) hopefully should be done by the weekend *fingers crossed* 

Life is pretty alrite, except the lack of money and the insanely need of a job! I've almost been with James now for like 4 months o.o 

and i'm  getting bored of friends from harlow going "come bck, we miss you." Well come see me, I hate Harlow. There is nothing good there. So get off your bums and come and see me

Oh and in other News my ex Brett told he got a Hamster and named it Tifa, after me...I wonder how his girlfriend feels about that....I also find that somewhat creepy!

hehe i got my wig on order thanks to Ninas :x 

It's odd I am more looking forward to cosplaying Jessie than Star Fighter o.O

Though sounds silly I need to work out how to the style wig and make the top. its going to need a zip due to the collar me thinks. 
so yeah in need of some help with that,  think green earings wont be hard to find and already have the gloves and boots :x Though in need
of a James :(

so yeah, 

I filmed 59 videos in total o.O in just 3 days i think that is quite epic. 

I'm getting nervous about presenting work in assesment but I have 2 of the nicest lecturers so it should go well and I am the girl with the highest studentship on my course (I think?) well I'm on par with Chris and Steve atleast. So that should add to it. 

and didn't realise how much work I've done o.O and it is quite alot!!!

so i'm hoping for a 2:1

please give me one *prays to the god of oreos*

I just checked my bank and i got £35 to my name till wednesday...

Now i gotta think is London Expo really worth the money? Though I think this is going to cause Chaos for everyone if I say No. But at the moment I can't see London Expo being worth going into the red for. And is London Expo worth me living on fuck all money? I'm more intrested in Amecon rather than Expo.

I'm thinking of taking my manga books back *sigh* and try and sell clothes and materials.

I really hate having no moneys.

Never spend all my moneys on take aways and cosplay materials >.< its not like ive treated myself to much this month either. Shoes (which i need cos my other boots have died), 6 manga books, a con doll, some cheap underwear and a dress from Primark oh and £26 worth of dvds. Actually that does sound quite abit meh. And works out to be well under £100.

So yeah I'm going job hunting 2moro, If I can manage to get a job before expo then it should be ok. 

but meh, I'm really not up for making costumes at the moment. To be honest . But I think thats just the mood I am in. 

 

I must finish Tifa today I am hoping but still yes it needs finishing...spent 5 hours on gloves yesterday and didnt even finish em o.O

so yeah off to work I go...

oh and in other news....

James is back today!!! YAY!!! ^-^!

just gotta hope he doesn't distract me too much >.<

Well got back from camping yesterday ^-^ it was a good few days (minus the cold nights and my burnt nose! ohhhhhh and not fogetting the wet walls of the tent

I GOT A FRICKIN MOON SCEPTER!!!

(and is very happy indeed about it)

the end

I had a good day yesterday. I sat in the studio, didnt do much work, except on the laptop with my notepad of rambles. talked to Marces quite abit actually, I'm starting to like working in that studio space. It nice because it is making me socialise with people outside of my friendship group that I already have. 

I was also the only first year in. 

Went round Emo's and watched Bleach for the first time. It was actually pretty good, I was quite suprised. Though don't see how Grimjore is hot..Oh got a huge pizza! which cost me £4!!!

then went to Richies with Emo and watched Indiana Jones, And can say that film is sooo awful. I hate Harrison Ford. EURGH! he is a walking block of cheese I swear. Then went door and slept on Spraggs sofa. which was extra comfy.

walking from Spraggs to home. I came up for an idea for a perfomance art piece. Basically me ranting that I'll never be Fine Art quality. Saying "I don't care" and that all I care about is Cosplay and comic books and that Fine Art doesn't understand. I wanna take the piss out of myself. I wanna get changed. Put too much make-up on. Yeh, thats my idea basically, I think I want to perform it infront of people rather than just film it. Hmm shall talk to James about it as he has a camera and he likes this sort of stuff. I don't know if I should script it or not?

Ok i've returned to my flat, I have a window in my door! Huzzah! Going to go run up to 7th floor to have a shower. I don't wanna shower on my own. Though the cleaners are actually in. But they would complain if I had a shower today while there in.

I went out last night with Richie and Adam. Twas fun! started with a vodka and coke at Adams, then to good old Firehouse (the metal pub) and then to Soul Cellar (Jazz club/bar). Then sat round Adams, Chatting and listening to music. And i ended up doing some of my art work. I am really anti social at the moment. I think thats due to the missing of the James and friends.

so we sat up till gone 3. wrote in the drunken diary. then i had a very good night sleep on the sofa. 

I missed Chris not being there. Who can I claim insanely "bestfriends" when drunk with? Only him I guess or Watson lol.

I am defiantely going to Leicester next week. weee. Get see my Aunt and Uncle and my little adorable cousin. Frankie and hopefully Nina. Dammit why isn't she online? Ohwait here she is now. Spookey.

I had an odd dream about a certain cosplayer o.O Pshh! Why HIM!? I don't know. The dream was set at this convention and he kept saying my costume is shit. Then he just sat and looked at me and walked off. 

actually I'm gunna brave my own shower. I will be brave about this, Or attempt to be. If you hear screams. Come save me.